Today’s forgiveness blog is about releasing expectations. God, relationship feels so chaotic sometimes. I can tell lots of stories about this, and I’d rather get to the essence. I got a fortune cookie tonight that said something like, “Excessive standards just makes life more difficult.” And I was like, man even the Chinese food gods … More Today’s journal: Releasing expectations

This is a forgiveness blog on commitment: Today is a day where I had to keep reminding myself to turn inside for the love. No one out here in the world is going to give it to me.  No thing is going to make me feel better. No sentence emerging from someone’s mouth is going … More Today’s journal: commitment

Have you ever had a conversation that was confusing to you? Well, here’s the topic for my forgiveness blog for today. What do you do when you don’t know what to think?  Where you wonder, is it my fault?  Am I bull shitting myself? What I did tonight to help me forgive is to be … More Today’s journal: caring

Today’s forgiveness blog: Short, sweet, and being really kind to myself I had something happen today that really upset me. When this happened, all I wanted to do is first, get angry (mostly at myself) and second, run away from what I was experiencing inside.  I could put labels on what this was, and it … More Today’s journal: Being kind to myself

Have you ever had one of those days where you feel like you’re running around in your mind? Well, I am, and I’m certainly not in any mood for forgiveness. My head hurts thinking the same thing over and over again, “I should have said this differently”, “They aren’t going to love me anymore”, “Why … More Today’s journal: acceptance