This is a forgiveness blog on commitment:
Today is a day where I had to keep reminding myself to turn inside for the love.
No one out here in the world is going to give it to me. No thing is going to make me feel better. No sentence emerging from someone’s mouth is going to have the magic to tell me “I’m OK.”
I need to do this for myself. I forgive myself for judging myself for forgetting I am divine. My spiritual teacher John-Roger has invited me to do this forgiveness multiple times.
I gotta tell you, I don’t know that I feel any closer to it today than I did when I started on my spiritual path. What I do know is that I am 100% committed to getting there. Because I’ve heard that when I do that, I’ll be pleasantly surprised.
Today is a day of letting go, and letting God. Please God help me discover who I am as your child.
I love you. God bless you. Peace, be still. Well here I am face to face with the _____ (ugliness? Animal? Truth?) I am not turning away. Thank you,