Today’s forgiving journal is about shining my light no matter what.
In the past few days, I judged myself a lot. There were a number of situations where I felt left out and less important than everyone else, like who I was and what I had to say was not interesting and just plain stupid.
What I am deeply aware of is that I have a choice whether to buy into that voice, or to let it go and open to something more compassionate and kind and wise.
The truth is that I am beautiful, and that I am a Light unto this world. God this is a really hard blog to write, like each word is painful.
Time for forgiving:
1 – Self-forgiveness: I forgive myself for judging myself for feeling left out. I forgive myself for judging myself as selfish, self-centered and unimportant. I forgive myself for judging myself as stupid.
2 – Letting go: I let these judgments go into the Light. So that I am clearer to see what is true, about me and everyone around me.
3 – Gratitude: I am so grateful for calling myself on my stories. And for my courage to choose a more loving approach with myself.
For some reason, moving back to LA has resurfaced this old pattern of not belonging. I am committed to loving myself through it no matter what.
And I am not alone. There is a huge spiritual family who are here to remind me that I am supported every step of the way. God thank you everyone.
I love you. Merry Christmas and Happy Chanukah – so many blessings to all.
ps – this post is my contribution to Dutch Goes the Photo challenge for this week, “Lights” that fill us with comfort and joy. Frank, I’m claiming that I am the Light – and so are us all!