Today’s forgiving journal is about receiving the nurturing of love.
I went to go up to New Hampshire to visit my family today. This is in the midst of getting ready to move across the country.
I just knew I had to go …. I wanted to give them my love and to just connect with them before moving. God, I am so glad that I went.
I forgot how nurturing it is to be up here with my family. It feels like my Soul is drinking of the love we share.
Time for forgiving:
1 – Self-forgiveness: I forgive myself for judging myself for feeling like I receive too much. I forgive myself for judging myself as selfish if I want love.
2- Letting Go: I am just letting go of all these judgments about feeling self-centered into the Light. I am crying a little because this one feels deep. I give it to the biggest loving heart that I know, so that I may walk free.
3 – Gratitude: I am so grateful for choosing to come up here to see my family. I am grateful for the ability to receive and to give love. I am grateful for the big hearts of my family, and of myself.
I feel like I’m rambling a little. And you know what? That is a part of loving communication … it’s not always linear or sensical, sometimes it feels so indescribable or silly. And you know what I get? It is always, always beauteous. And it is ok to receive love, that is a part of sharing.
I love you. Here is a photo of me after a night with my family.
ps – this blog is my contribution for Dutch Goes The Photo’s Nature’s Beauty. Frank, today the beauty that nature created is me …. with love.