Today’s forgiveness blog is about patience.
God, I just want to push through feeling crappy. I want to say, “Hey I’m doing ok! I don’t always feel that way.” and I don’t like that either so another opportunity for patience with myself.
Most of all, I just want to be different. I guess that patience has to do with cooperating with what is, or accepting what is, or if I can’t do either of those at the moment, just to take a deep breath and say, “This too shall pass.”
I’m aware that a key for me in all of this journey is just taking one step at a time and even before that, to pause…. to allow love…. to just say, “I’m ok and it’s ok and I am ok (again).” …. and to choose – again and again and again – the love of myself and of everyone around me.
I am doing this. I am choosing this. A good friend just wrote me a Facebook message and said how she just loved her partner unconditionally even though she was really struggling. I love this, and to me this is patience in action – in its highest greatest form.
Many of you have commented to me on these blogs, both about my process and how you relate to the blog in your own life. Thank you all for your wisdom, it is humbling to me.
I love you.
Love, Debbie ❤