Today’s forgiving journal is about welcoming myself home.
I participate in Frank’s photo challenge (it’s awesome!). Today’s focus is orange. I thought, “Oh that’s easy, I love orange!” Then I ended up taking a picture of something that I had no idea WHY I was taking it – a photo of a subway sign.
Well, I sat with it. What came evident to me is that the “B” subway – first one of the orange line – is the subway I take home. It is the train that stands out for me, and the rest become less important. This is the choice I made when I moved from LA to Brooklyn.
I used to be so scared of my choices, like “Oh God I’m going to make a wrong decision.” Where I am now is, “Hey, let’s try this train and see how it goes. I trust myself.” Wow, I have really grown!
And in case there’s more…let’s forgive (practice is a good thing):
1 – Self-forgiveness: I forgive myself for judging myself for not trusting in my choices. I forgive myself for judging myself for not supporting myself inside no matter what!
2 – Letting go: I let all this judgment and any residues go into the Light and I give myself a BIG HUG WELCOME HOME!
3 – Gratitude: I am grateful for how I put up reminders of how I support myself. I am grateful to be making the best choices I know. I am grateful that I am home right now.
I kept looking for orange to write up this blog. As I was coming into my door, I saw the photo card that I put there, “Home Sweet Home”. With numerous shades of orange. 🙂
Well, I don’t know if this made a whole lot of sense to anyone (even to me). What I do know is that I am so touched how much I am supporting myself in my choices and welcoming myself into them. This is love.
I love you.