Today’s forgiving journal is about finding the humor!
I had a pretty bad day today. My computer didn’t work. My Skype broke down. I forgot about a meeting. It’s hot in NY. My toe is not in good shape. Etc. 🙂
At one point, I just stopped and cried. And then, when I was talking with dear friends, all of a sudden, I heard, “Find the humor.”
My spiritual teacher John-Roger says, “If it’s funny later, it’s funny now.” That is one of my very favorite quotes from him, because it is SO TRUE (and sometimes quite annoying). So I smiled.
Time for forgiving:
1 – Self-forgiveness: I forgive myself for judging myself for thinking that it is just too hard. I forgive myself for judging myself for feeling really lonely especially in NY.
2 – Letting Go: I just let go of all this judgment, drama, punishment, and lack into the Light and I laugh. A big one. Like a snort even! (It’s hard to stay upset when you snort)
3 – Gratitude: I am so grateful to have friends who remind me to tune into my own wisdom. I am so grateful to continue looking for the brighter side. And I am so grateful for smiles.
Moving to NY has not been easy for me in many ways. The biggest thing I think is that I left a community of people I really love. Coupled with a few other losses in my life. So when I have a bad day, sometimes it triggers this larger sense of upset.
I am so aware of the strengthening this is bringing to me. I am learning how solid I am in my loving. I am learning how to bless wherever I go with love. I am learning to be my own best friend and to fully engage in my life. I am learning just how much I choose to live in loving, one breath at a time.
I love you.