Today’s forgiving journal is about a Peace Ambassador at last!
This is the third time I started to write this blog.
Yesterday, I became aware of a way that I behaved in a past relationship that I wasn’t proud of. I started crying – just letting out the grief, the disappointment, and probably a lot of other things too.
Right now, I’d like to forgive – because I choose to love myself. And give compassion to myself.
1 – Self-forgiveness: I forgive myself for judging that I needed to be perfect in my relationship. I forgive myself for judging myself for not honoring myself and my partner. I forgive myself for judging myself as responsible for the break up and for feeling ashamed.
2 – Letting Go: I let this go into the Light and give it over to peace. To compassion. To great love. And I walk free.
3 – Gratitude: I am grateful that in forgiveness, there is NO NEED to get it perfect. Because all I need to do is to do my best, and the loving heals it all.
The funny thing is that I’m considering doing a workshop “Making Peace with Yourself”. In it, we can look at the area of our life where we’re not at peace, and do forgiveness. I guess I am learning how to walk my talk.
And my prayer for each of us is that we truly and deeply carry compassion for ourselves and for our planet. There, I said it. I have such a vision for peace.
I used to want to be a peace ambassador at the UN, it was such a dream of mine. What I claim right now is that I AM a peace ambassador. I invite you to claim it too, however that looks for you! We all carry compassion.
I love you.
ps – This is my second contribution for Frank’s photo challenge, Curves. Frank, I see our compassion encircling the curves of the planet with love. You inspire me, Frank!