Today’s forgiving journal: Partaking of the blessings <3

Today’s forgiving journal is partaking of the blessings.
 
Well, I’ve moved. I wanted to say “I’ve moved!!!” and I didn’t, because this morning I’m feeling a little pensive.
 
What I’m present to is an old pattern I’ve carried around – up until now – of not allowing myself to partake of the blessings.
 
That stops here. When I wrote that, what I felt inside was hitting myself. That stops too. Instead, I LOVE myself – I love that part who is scared to partake of the blessings. I LOVE that part who is scared for what’s next. I just realized that I’m often not wanting to be in the moment (fully partaking) because I’m scared for what’s next.
 
Excellent time to forgive:
1 – Self-forgiveness: I forgive myself for judging myself for feeling so scared with what’s next that I don’t allow myself to be present here and now.
2 – Letting Go: I let this go into the greatest field of loving I can imagine. I relax, I breathe in love, I breathe out love. And I pause to receive the moment.
3 – I am grateful for being here in this beautiful room in LA. I am in a mansion with a labyrinth, a gardens, and a meditation space. It’s the home of my spiritual family and now it’s my home.
 
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I created these beautiful Ideal Scenes on areas of my life, they have been sooo supportive during my move. I put them up on my wall. One of them is about the gifts of living here at Peace Awareness Labyrinth and Gardens (also known as Prana). Last night, I read one of the spokes, which said,
 
“I am walking the labyrinth, using the gardens, and otherwise partaking of the glorious beauty of Prana.”
 
I have one more forgiveness to do: I am worthy to partake of the beauty of Spiritual gifts.

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I love you.
 
Love,
Debbie
 
ps – this blog is my contribution for a dear blogger Dutch Goes the Photo’s photo challenge this week, “continuation“. Or as Frank wrote, the process of moving ahead toward an uncertain future. Frank, I have a great guide.

24 thoughts on “Today’s forgiving journal: Partaking of the blessings <3

      1. You are very welcome Debbie and so good to see Home is present within you. I am very grateful Home has been a place within since early childhood and this feels even stronger whenever I spend time in nature. Good luck in your new base and many blessings to you 💖

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