Today’s forgiving journal is about stillness in rest.
This week, I just don’t feel like doing much of anything. I don’t want to work at a job I love. I don’t want to write in this blog. I don’t want to do my usual videos on forgiving. My enthusiasm is a bit off.
At first, I tried to ignore it. I can definitely get into the “do, do, do…” With the help of a good friend, I realized that I need some time to rest and be still.
So I’m doing my best with this. Taking one step at a time and seeing what’s present. I am feeling some loss about what I had and some fear about what’s ahead. And being gentle with me best I can.
Time for forgiving:
1 – I forgive myself for judging myself for living with regrets. I forgive myself for judging myself for not trusting myself to make decisions I’m at peace with.
2 – I let go of all this judgment into the Light and I step free. I allow my heart to express.
3 – I am grateful for forgiving for processing my mind, my emotions, my imagination, my unconscious, and my body. I am grateful for how my enthusiasm lets me know when I am on and off course. It’s my friend.
I am now present to the question, “Who am I?” Yes, the existential question. J I’ve done a lot of work on myself with this question. Now, I’m being taken deeper in this period of quiet.
My friend has been waiting for her purple flowers in the back garden to bloom. They did when I was here. I took a picture. Sometimes it just takes stillness for beauty to be birthed.
I love you.
And for more on forgiving and rest ❤