Today’s forgiving journal is forgiving for my mom.
Today is the anniversary of my mom’s death. She died suddenly, and the situation was fairly intense.
My mom would have been the first person to forgive …. She would have said, “Debbie, everything is ok. It is all for the best. I love everything and everyone.”
My intention today is forgiveness, and I ask for mercy.
Mom, this poem is for you.
“I forgive” by Debbie Roth
Today is just like any
Other. (anger) Please don’t you see,
I want to cry? STOP.
People walk…live…drink their tea.
And my whole world stopped this.
Day.
The day my mother passed from this planet. Where are
YOU MOM? (I feel so …. Free)
Mom, this forgiveness is for you. I forgive:
Who Did It
The Hurt …. God hearing that phone ring “He killed your mom”
The Person who did it
Again and again, as long as it takes.
I forgive:
Myself for not
Being there.
I forgive again and again, as long as it takes.
Gratitude. For my mom. She always says,
You are My Sunshine.
-D Roth
*****
I was about to do a little more forgiveness. I just realized that I can relax, breathe, let go, and be still with the love of this poem.
I am so thankful for you. I give you all the love that my mom gave to me, and I ask that you send your blessings for me gently nurturing my little girl (and big one) today.
I love you.
Love,
Debbie
forgivingconnects.com 
Oh Debbie I am sending the biggest hugs to you right now.
LikeLiked by 3 people
Lacey, thank you so much. You almost made me cry. Blessings and love — Debbie ❤
LikeLiked by 1 person
Beautiful. My mother is still living, and I still need to walk in forgiveness towards her. We are not Very close, but we are working on a companionable relationship.
LikeLiked by 1 person
I really hear you. I encourage you to keep walking in forgiveness (what a wonderful vision, thank you!). You really inspire me with your honesty and your courage. Thanks for being here – and blessings, Debbie
LikeLiked by 1 person
Big hugs to you on this challenging day. 💗
LikeLiked by 3 people
Oh, thank you! ❤ I receive your hugs, you put a smile on my face. Blessings, Debbie
LikeLiked by 1 person
Your beautiful poem is a map that we can all hold close as we try to navigate the fraught world of forgiveness…I’m left wishing I could give both of you a hug as well.
LikeLiked by 2 people
Thank you. You just did give me (and my mom) a hug just by expressing that! Lots of love, and I appreciate you and your caring comments. Blessings, Debbie
LikeLiked by 1 person
My pleasure, I was very touched by your words!
LikeLiked by 1 person
Hi Debbie, thank you for sharing this forgiveness.It’s not an easy thing to do. I’m grateful that you am doing it. I love you for doing that! Yes, you set yourself free by let go of the anger. On your mom’s anniversary of her passing, I put my arms around you, hold you tight until the tense finds a relief. Love, Miriam
LikeLiked by 2 people
Thank you so much, Miriam! I really receive the caring. Yes, I am so glad that I forgive – I do it every day best I can. Today was a big one. Love Debbie ❤
LikeLiked by 1 person
So do I. When I still had contact with my ex, I visualized him as the dead sea, only collects, but nowhere to let out (let go). To me, forgiving is not to allow the poison to stay in me. I let God deal with my ex. God has mercy on me and let me see how his “dead sea” mind afflicts him deeply. I have no ill will on him, but God is justice. Love you, Miriam
LikeLiked by 1 person
I’m sending a warm hug with full of love to you, Debbie! 🙂 Hang
LikeLiked by 1 person
Hang, thank you! I received your hug and caring. 🙂 You made me smile. Love, Debbie ps – so glad you are here
LikeLiked by 1 person
Many blessings of Peace, Grace and serenity to you, showered with loving.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thank you so much, Anne. I really breathed in those blessings. I love you, my friend ❤
LikeLike
Debbie, praying God’s peace and rest in these days when all of this is on your mind. Hopeful you will sense His help and understanding… hugs hugs friend.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thank you, Rhonda. I took a deep breath when I read your comments – and I felt myself relax. Your caring is a true gift to me. Many blessings, my friend. Love, Debbie xo ps – understanding is a quality I’m really working with right now ❤
LikeLiked by 1 person
Wow. You are incredible ❤ Sending you hugs and gratitude for this.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thank you! You just put a big smile on my face. ❤ Many blessings, Debbie
LikeLiked by 1 person